Benji's Adventure

Anyway, 2 importants things, the first one, i’m still in a bad mood/state,

:’(

the second one, i saw Inglorious Basterd, wich i can qualify as maybe, the best film i have ever seen in my life ^^’

The music was completely fitting the film, and the spirit of Tarantino was so deep into every scenes, i could barely think about anything else than it. Wich is rare, especially these time, when even in cinema, my place of peace, awful thoughts came to join me. This film was completely fitting the principe of a movie : Make you think about something else. And what thing ! xD

Killing nazis… It was really joyful ^^For once, you can release you anger, your hate without feeling too much guilty haha ^^

Anyway i’m gonna see it again tonight, say me what you thought about it if you want ^^

Woaw… i’m just weird xD it must be because of what im going through ^^

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Anyway, <3

I could see the moon, the north star, and lots of stars, in the sky… but i couldn’t find hapiness…

I had a really bad night. I can stand life any more. The “good” news is that, i finally accepted the idea of going to a psychiatre. I’ll mabe have some medicine, and finally be happy again… who knows…

I argued with my parents, again, but today was different, i wasn’t at home, i was at my cousins’ home, in a city i don’t know, especially at night, and i ran out, still.

I don’t know how i did it, but my feet bleed… anyway, its 7am, now, and i just came back home, more depressed than ever.

Two facts : 1) i cann’t wait to have those medicines or whatever.

2) i cann’t stand this place, especially with my familly. I need to come back to paris. i don’t want to see their face, staring at me…

Anyway, life sucks, as usual, but i’m still here… sorry for you guys ^^’

See you…

Yup. Yup Yup. I’m back from Josh. It was COOOL =D

Anyway, i’ll show you some pic one day if you want :p

Anyway, I’ll may post from Marseille, so stay here :p

SEE YOU !!!!!!!!

I missed you all much by the way

So tomorrow, (today actually, its 4am ^^) at 2pm i’ll be in Manchester, at josh’s home for 10 days, so i won’t post i guess, or maybe some pics of us !

See you all when i get back, i’ll miss you ! :p

<3