Hi . Sorry if i haven’t been online much lately, i’m feeling REALLY down atm. I’m quitting school, and everything in my life is falling appart. And i want to end all of it. it’s scary, though. Come what may, anyway.

I’m considering making some travel to get some air, you know… I may go to Deutschland, or  UK …
Even if i know that its not gonna solve any of my problems ><

Anyway. I’m in Marseille now, for the week, and i’m probably going back home in Paris soon. I’m currently reading  the Time Traveler’s Wife, and i began to watch a new serie : The Vampire Diaries ^^

Oh, and i  made some coloured crepes ^^ First time i put food coloring in crepes xD and the result was quite… surprising ^^

I took a picture to show you my “blue crepes”, among other xD

See you soon !!!

So at first, i have a Formspring, where you can ask me stuff, if you want to : Here.

In 2 weeks, i’m going 10 days to Ireland, in a family, and its gonna be great. In 2 weeks, the FINAL season of Lost is coming out, wich i’ve been waiting for really long. <3. That’s some good things. Especially when you know that these last few weeks were like the worst of my life. Anyway. Oh, and speaking all my night on skype with handsome boys is like awesome. <3. Even if i’m sleeping during classes xD

Oh, and I went to cinema this weekend, and i was two of my favorite films, ever.

1)Bright Star

2)Mr Nobody

(Even if i also recently discovered amazing films, like Old Boys ^^)

1/ BRIGHT STAR.

Its the sad story of John Keats, in his lasts years. He died when he was only 25, but the few poems he made are nowadays considered as some of the most beautiful romantic poems ever. Like Lord Byrons ones, for instance.

The  film shows us, his life, especially his love story with Fanny Brawne, and how he created wonderful poems;

Here’s one of my favorite one :

Bright Star

Bright star, would I were steadfast as thou art–
Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night
And watching, with eternal lids apart,
Like nature’s patient, sleepless Eremite,
The moving waters at their priestlike task
Of pure ablution round earth’s human shores,
Or gazing on the new soft-fallen mask
Of snow upon the mountains and the moors–
No–yet still stedfast, still unchangeable,
Pillow’d upon my fair love’s ripening breast,
To feel for ever its soft fall and swell,
Awake for ever in a sweet unrest,
Still, still to hear her tender-taken breath,
And so live ever–or else swoon to death.

The soundtrack is quite beautiful, with some violin parts, and the final scene of the film, in which while walking, Fanny Brawne say loudly this poem, is just amazing.

2/ MR. NOBODY.

Woaw. this film is just a masterpiece.  When i saw it, i was feeling like the director picked most of my favorite musics, and films, and mixed them the very same way i would have done it. Seriously, it’s just awesome. It tell how every lifes are possible untill you haven’t chosen anything in it : a boy’s parents are getting separated, he must choose wether he goes with his dad, or with his mom. As long as he haven’t decided, he will marry a lot of girls, he will die in differents way, ect…

And the end is incredible : i’ll just say “Zugzwang”. The soundtrack is quite beautiful too, mostly with musics that existed before, though.

Oh, and i’m still reading a lot of books in english >< I don’t have enough time to finish any of them tho ^^

I’m reading Cherub, book 10; the 39 clues, book 4, and also Harry Pooter 7 one more time ^^

See you !! <3

]]> http://benji.milkboys.org/2010/01/17/bright-starf/feed/ 1 http://benji.milkboys.org/2009/08/23/parents-are-back/ http://benji.milkboys.org/2009/08/23/parents-are-back/#comments Sun, 23 Aug 2009 18:03:36 +0000 Benji http://benji.milkboys.org/?p=376 So my parents came back home yesterday night, and we discussed a bit, hardly but we did…

It’s really though to speak about death with parents, because when you see them accept it, assume it, you truly understand all you feared, all you don’t want to, is TRUE, and you cann’t change anything to it. All the illusions you’re inventing to defend yourself, are merciless destroyed. When they tell you they think about it too, that everyone does, and we have to go through, and learn to live with it, its just hard…

Anyway, we discussed about going to a boarding school, i suggested to go to Lyon, because Paris is not where i feel i should be, Marseille even less. In Lyon, there is some family of mine, and some people i would like to see and be best friend forever…

I wish everything i wish could come true…

Anyway, for Josh Posh, here is my surprise (the first one,  i promised you a video, i’ll do it :p)

I guess you already have the soundtrack of True Blood, but not released yet, here comes… the amazing, beautiful score :p

I’ll buy it as soon as its released

Creator: Alan Ball