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Hi . Sorry if i haven’t been online much lately, i’m feeling REALLY down atm. I’m quitting school, and everything in my life is falling appart. And i want to end all of it. it’s scary, though. Come what may, anyway.

I’m considering making some travel to get some air, you know… I may go to Deutschland, or  UK …
Even if i know that its not gonna solve any of my problems ><

Anyway. I’m in Marseille now, for the week, and i’m probably going back home in Paris soon. I’m currently reading  the Time Traveler’s Wife, and i began to watch a new serie : The Vampire Diaries ^^

Oh, and i  made some coloured crepes ^^ First time i put food coloring in crepes xD and the result was quite… surprising ^^

I took a picture to show you my “blue crepes”, among other xD

See you soon !!!

Hey !!! Long time no post ^^

I’m going to Enniskilen, Ireland for 10 days Friday, and i must say i can’t wait ^^ I’ll be in a host family

Afterwards i’ll stop my studies for now, and go back to paris, and we’ll see what happens then. Come what may. :/

Thats all about me for now (that i can tell you ^^-) , except maybe the fact that i’m feeling down…

Oh, and go watch Mr Nobody !!! <3

This week, i’m reading the 39 Clues n°6, and The Time Traveler’s Wife.

See you !! <3

]]> http://benji.milkboys.org/2010/02/02/mr-nobody/feed/ 1 http://benji.milkboys.org/2010/01/03/januarys-here/ http://benji.milkboys.org/2010/01/03/januarys-here/#comments Sun, 03 Jan 2010 17:59:34 +0000 Benji http://benji.milkboys.org/?p=607 I’m back in Lyon, in my boarding school. Woaw, it’s kinda weird to be there again. i dunno why but it makes me nostalgic about when i was still with josh :/ i’ll speak about it someday…

Anyway, i won’t be able to post for a bit, and it SUUUUUCKS :s

^^’

See you later guys, and enjoy those pics, still from there… (click on the pictures to see them bigger)

Bye !!!

Anyway, i published (for now) the first short film a friend of mine and me did, like a month ago. you can see it there

Ha ! Sorry guys, but these times i got no inspiration at ALL !!!!

Beside that, i wrote more and more poems, my last one, in english i even called {Roses of Death}, and i’m proud of it

By the way, i may have found the PERFECT boarding school, in the middle of Lyon,and i’d LOVE to go there

I’ll have an answer soon Oh and i got new medicines, and i think those works, cause sometime i feel … what i think is close to hapiness ^o^

Oh, and since long time but especially a week, i hear a lot of Eels, and they’re doing some great great music… <3

I still need a boyfriend beside that,sometime i could care for, and who would do the same… I miss boys ^^’

Plus, i haven’t been in school of the week, i plan to go back monday, wich would be a good start. I wanna see that cute boy again ^o^… And… i miss you guys… it’s when i write this post, i realize how much i love doing it… I definitely would enjoy finish the scripts i’m writing…

Anyway

And YES when i write this, it is 4:08am >.<

Well he must be straight, but yay anyway ^^

And i still haven’t been in cinema in september o_O

And i sleep 2 hours a night since a week and i FEEL WOOOOOORSE !!!!!!!

Woaw i’m feeling so weird right now… i guess its because i’m tired xD

This i s an awesome poem we studied in english class, i love it

The Lesson Of The Moth

By Don Marquis, in “archy and mehitabel,” 1927

i was talking to a moth

the other evening
he was trying to break into
an electric light bulb
and fry himself on the wires

why do you fellows
pull this stunt i asked him
because it is the conventional
thing for moths or why
if that had been an uncovered
candle instead of an electric
light bulb you would
now be a small unsightly cinder
have you no sense

plenty of it he answered
but at times we get tired
of using it
we get bored with the routine
and crave beauty
and excitement
fire is beautiful
and we know that if we get
too close it will kill us
but what does that matter
it is better to be happy
for a moment
and be burned up with beauty
than to live a long time
and be bored all the while
so we wad all our life up
into one little roll
and then we shoot the roll
that is what life is for
it is better to be a part of beauty
for one instant and then cease to
exist than to exist forever
and never be a part of beauty
our attitude toward life
is come easy go easy
we are like human beings
used to be before they became
too civilized to enjoy themselves

and before i could argue him
out of his philosophy
he went and immolated himself
on a patent cigar lighter
i do not agree with him
myself i would rather have
half the happiness and twice
the longevity

but at the same time i wish
there was something i wanted
as badly as he wanted to fry himself

archy

Anyway, i went to the psy, who was quite nice, and it was …i dunno, special; he gaves me a medicine to take, so i’ll see if it works

I got english class, and i was really comfortable; I also had german, and i didn’t understand a lot of things >.< But now i know the school system of germany ^o^

I just saw the trailer of this is it, the Michael Jackson film, wich will be released only 2 weeks, and it looks AWESOME

You definitely should go and see it

Anyway, i’m still in the same state than before, but i’m going back to school tomorrow, wich i guess is better ^^’.

See you !!

Benji

Tomorrow i’m gonna see, with my parents, the “headmaster” of my school, and see what we’ll do. During this time, we’re gonna look for a boarding school. I’d like so much find one in Lyon… And if we do, we’ll change of school as fast as we can, because this situation is quite painful to me… And, for those who where wondering, i’m gonna see a psy in 3 days

So, sorry i don’t have anything to tell, i guess i don’t have any inspiration when i’m sad.

Sorry to post insignifiant post :p

I’ll post more pictures, and stuff like this soon

And thank you MirrorBoy ^o^

Benji