I found some of these pictures via facebook, or other sites.

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See you <3

Hey !!! Long time no post ^^

I’m going to Enniskilen, Ireland for 10 days Friday, and i must say i can’t wait ^^ I’ll be in a host family

Afterwards i’ll stop my studies for now, and go back to paris, and we’ll see what happens then. Come what may. :/

Thats all about me for now (that i can tell you ^^-) , except maybe the fact that i’m feeling down…

Oh, and go watch Mr Nobody !!! <3

This week, i’m reading the 39 Clues n°6, and The Time Traveler’s Wife.

See you !! <3

]]> http://benji.milkboys.org/2010/02/02/mr-nobody/feed/ 1 http://benji.milkboys.org/2010/01/17/bright-starf/ http://benji.milkboys.org/2010/01/17/bright-starf/#comments Sun, 17 Jan 2010 21:53:29 +0000 Benji http://benji.milkboys.org/?p=642 Hey  !!!

So at first, i have a Formspring, where you can ask me stuff, if you want to : Here.

In 2 weeks, i’m going 10 days to Ireland, in a family, and its gonna be great. In 2 weeks, the FINAL season of Lost is coming out, wich i’ve been waiting for really long. <3. That’s some good things. Especially when you know that these last few weeks were like the worst of my life. Anyway. Oh, and speaking all my night on skype with handsome boys is like awesome. <3. Even if i’m sleeping during classes xD

Oh, and I went to cinema this weekend, and i was two of my favorite films, ever.

1)Bright Star

2)Mr Nobody

(Even if i also recently discovered amazing films, like Old Boys ^^)

1/ BRIGHT STAR.

Its the sad story of John Keats, in his lasts years. He died when he was only 25, but the few poems he made are nowadays considered as some of the most beautiful romantic poems ever. Like Lord Byrons ones, for instance.

The  film shows us, his life, especially his love story with Fanny Brawne, and how he created wonderful poems;

Here’s one of my favorite one :

Bright Star

Bright star, would I were steadfast as thou art–
Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night
And watching, with eternal lids apart,
Like nature’s patient, sleepless Eremite,
The moving waters at their priestlike task
Of pure ablution round earth’s human shores,
Or gazing on the new soft-fallen mask
Of snow upon the mountains and the moors–
No–yet still stedfast, still unchangeable,
Pillow’d upon my fair love’s ripening breast,
To feel for ever its soft fall and swell,
Awake for ever in a sweet unrest,
Still, still to hear her tender-taken breath,
And so live ever–or else swoon to death.

The soundtrack is quite beautiful, with some violin parts, and the final scene of the film, in which while walking, Fanny Brawne say loudly this poem, is just amazing.

2/ MR. NOBODY.

Woaw. this film is just a masterpiece.  When i saw it, i was feeling like the director picked most of my favorite musics, and films, and mixed them the very same way i would have done it. Seriously, it’s just awesome. It tell how every lifes are possible untill you haven’t chosen anything in it : a boy’s parents are getting separated, he must choose wether he goes with his dad, or with his mom. As long as he haven’t decided, he will marry a lot of girls, he will die in differents way, ect…

And the end is incredible : i’ll just say “Zugzwang”. The soundtrack is quite beautiful too, mostly with musics that existed before, though.

Oh, and i’m still reading a lot of books in english >< I don’t have enough time to finish any of them tho ^^

I’m reading Cherub, book 10; the 39 clues, book 4, and also Harry Pooter 7 one more time ^^

See you !! <3

]]> http://benji.milkboys.org/2010/01/17/bright-starf/feed/ 1 http://benji.milkboys.org/2010/01/03/januarys-here/ http://benji.milkboys.org/2010/01/03/januarys-here/#comments Sun, 03 Jan 2010 17:59:34 +0000 Benji http://benji.milkboys.org/?p=607 I’m back in Lyon, in my boarding school. Woaw, it’s kinda weird to be there again. i dunno why but it makes me nostalgic about when i was still with josh :/ i’ll speak about it someday…

Anyway, i won’t be able to post for a bit, and it SUUUUUCKS :s

^^’

See you later guys, and enjoy those pics, still from there… (click on the pictures to see them bigger)

Bye !!!

And i can go back on internet !!! Finally !!!

Thank for all who send me mails, comments, it was nice

And i miss you all !!! Now i’m in my boarding school, and i can only post on weekends… I haven’t been back to movies yet, but soon

By the way i’m doing more poems than ever since i’m in this new school, because i don’t understand anything ^^This week end i stayed at my cousins in lyon, and i spend most of my time getting rest ^^

Next saturday it’ll be holidays, and i’m gonna go to London with my best friend so its cool

OMG i’m so tired :S anyway, once again i miss you all so big hug to all of you !!!!

Sorry I haven’t posted in a while because lots of sutff happend.

I’m still waiting for The Boy of my life, but some other things got better ^^

I’m now accepted in a boarding school in Lyon, and its quite great even if i’ll miss my friends and  family, i dunno…

Anyway in 5 days more stuff happend than in the last 2 month oO’

I went in lyon, saw the school, and my room wich is BIG, and i’ll post some pics of it when i’ll be in there, in a few days.

Big change : I won’t be able to have my laptop in the week (from monday to friday), but i’ll go check my mails every night on their crappy computers ^^and hopefully on my future Iphone (Wooohooo )…

So, i’ll post on my blog only on the week-ends, and i hope i’ll show you pics of the city, wich is absolutely beautiful

By the  way, Clint Eastwood will be there next week for a movie stuff, and i’ll go to see him

And another great new, i made my first film, wich maybe will be published in some places so i’m dead happy about that, i’ll post it on YouTube soon

Awww i found those pics sooo cuuuute its from a video game naed “little big planet” i think

That’s all for today :p i gotta prepare my luggage

Ha ! Sorry guys, but these times i got no inspiration at ALL !!!!

Beside that, i wrote more and more poems, my last one, in english i even called {Roses of Death}, and i’m proud of it

By the way, i may have found the PERFECT boarding school, in the middle of Lyon,and i’d LOVE to go there

I’ll have an answer soon Oh and i got new medicines, and i think those works, cause sometime i feel … what i think is close to hapiness ^o^

Oh, and since long time but especially a week, i hear a lot of Eels, and they’re doing some great great music… <3

I still need a boyfriend beside that,sometime i could care for, and who would do the same… I miss boys ^^’

Plus, i haven’t been in school of the week, i plan to go back monday, wich would be a good start. I wanna see that cute boy again ^o^… And… i miss you guys… it’s when i write this post, i realize how much i love doing it… I definitely would enjoy finish the scripts i’m writing…

Anyway

And YES when i write this, it is 4:08am >.<

Well he must be straight, but yay anyway ^^

And i still haven’t been in cinema in september o_O

And i sleep 2 hours a night since a week and i FEEL WOOOOOORSE !!!!!!!

Woaw i’m feeling so weird right now… i guess its because i’m tired xD

This i s an awesome poem we studied in english class, i love it

The Lesson Of The Moth

By Don Marquis, in “archy and mehitabel,” 1927

i was talking to a moth

the other evening
he was trying to break into
an electric light bulb
and fry himself on the wires

why do you fellows
pull this stunt i asked him
because it is the conventional
thing for moths or why
if that had been an uncovered
candle instead of an electric
light bulb you would
now be a small unsightly cinder
have you no sense

plenty of it he answered
but at times we get tired
of using it
we get bored with the routine
and crave beauty
and excitement
fire is beautiful
and we know that if we get
too close it will kill us
but what does that matter
it is better to be happy
for a moment
and be burned up with beauty
than to live a long time
and be bored all the while
so we wad all our life up
into one little roll
and then we shoot the roll
that is what life is for
it is better to be a part of beauty
for one instant and then cease to
exist than to exist forever
and never be a part of beauty
our attitude toward life
is come easy go easy
we are like human beings
used to be before they became
too civilized to enjoy themselves

and before i could argue him
out of his philosophy
he went and immolated himself
on a patent cigar lighter
i do not agree with him
myself i would rather have
half the happiness and twice
the longevity

but at the same time i wish
there was something i wanted
as badly as he wanted to fry himself

archy

I just saw the trailer of this is it, the Michael Jackson film, wich will be released only 2 weeks, and it looks AWESOME

You definitely should go and see it

Anyway, i’m still in the same state than before, but i’m going back to school tomorrow, wich i guess is better ^^’.

See you !!

Benji

Then, thank you all of you, for comming here. I know i have though time, and its hard sometime. But we cann’t change life, and, this blog is here to share thi pain with you, and you help me to release it, and for this, i’m thankful, for all the caring, and the niceness you bring

Thanks again, because my blog is here only since 4 month, and there have been 26,500 people coming on it. So its not THAT much a stupid thing from me, for once ^^’.
Also, thank you Josh, for posting this music on your latest post, it made me cry

I’ve got some problem these time, but i seriously’d like to go to a english boarding school “le lycée francais de londres” in london, which looks awesome. But it’s too expensive so i cann’t, but we’ll see what we can do, maybe i’ll go in a boarding in Lyon, france.

Anyway, i’m not going in school since the 2nd school day, i’ve got too much problems.

But sometime, like right now, i don’t feel really really bad. I mean, at least i don’t have my suicidals houghts right now.

So here i go again. I like you all really much so please don’t judge me too fast if i don’t succed in trying to get me out of depression :/

Benji.