Then i wanted to show yo this… i just cann’t wait, the trailer makes me feel so weird ^^

I just saw the trailer of this is it, the Michael Jackson film, wich will be released only 2 weeks, and it looks AWESOME

You definitely should go and see it

Anyway, i’m still in the same state than before, but i’m going back to school tomorrow, wich i guess is better ^^’.

See you !!

Benji

Hey all. I spend most of my night watching CNN, and SkyNews, and some french ones.

I’m depressed, now…This was awful… At first he just “was hospitalized”, i saw it on Twitter, s oi put TV on…Then no breath…Then CPR..and then, one, then two, then a lot of medias say he’s dead, and i still have hope, and i wait for the confirmation from doctors and then his brother says “they tried to reanimate him over an hour… unsuccessfully…” it was so painfull to see him suffering while speak about his brother…That was a bad day , and I still don’t know…it’s weird, now, it’s kinda unreal…

I grew up with this…

And when i hear this … I cann’t prevent me crying…

I dunno, this guy isn’t anymore. We’ll never heard him singing for real, and in a few years, maybe 200 wich is nothing compared as time that goes, no one will remember him, and us either… What a freaky, scary thought.

This is just enough to get you dead of fear about death…

What the hell happend… I cann’t believe it …He was so beautiful, so cute before … It’s so …sad

Look how cute he was, when he is on the Statue of Liberty, at 5:01, on this video

Black Or White

But watch the entire video, please, because the music is, as the clip : perfect.

I just can believe he’s not here anymore. and when i see him, on TV, when he was a child, i cann’t stop crying, because it’s this boy who is dead, it’s not the man he became.

This boy, his child voice, his cute face, and his amazing voice, is not anymore, and it makes me so sad…

And i feel, so close to him, i don’t wanna grow up, whatever it cost, and it just reminds me how cruel is life. I’ll miss him as if a friend died that night, as if a part of myself died last night, as if the world, loosed a piece of beautify, of humanity, of art, of piece, of whatever it needs for us to live… I write this, listening this version of we are the world, and it makes me wanna cry so much, so deeply, this awfully beautiful sensation, this glooming peace…

So much woe…

He was so cute then …

I wanna be where you are… It’s more i want you to be where i am , now…-_-’

So may you rest in peace, if peace exist when we’re not, wich i doubt. You didn’t desevered death, you didn’t deserved it that early either, and for this, may you never be forget, listen all over the world, all over the time…

One last thing. Do you wanna cry ?? I mean, really, really cry ?? Because i cann’t see it complitely. It’s Ben, wonderful, Ben.

Tu nous manque, et tu nous manqueras, ta pensée et ta musique, nous accompagnant pendant le reste de nos fragiles vies.

Salut, l’artiste !!!!!