So at first, i have a Formspring, where you can ask me stuff, if you want to : Here.

In 2 weeks, i’m going 10 days to Ireland, in a family, and its gonna be great. In 2 weeks, the FINAL season of Lost is coming out, wich i’ve been waiting for really long. <3. That’s some good things. Especially when you know that these last few weeks were like the worst of my life. Anyway. Oh, and speaking all my night on skype with handsome boys is like awesome. <3. Even if i’m sleeping during classes xD

Oh, and I went to cinema this weekend, and i was two of my favorite films, ever.

1)Bright Star

2)Mr Nobody

(Even if i also recently discovered amazing films, like Old Boys ^^)

1/ BRIGHT STAR.

Its the sad story of John Keats, in his lasts years. He died when he was only 25, but the few poems he made are nowadays considered as some of the most beautiful romantic poems ever. Like Lord Byrons ones, for instance.

The  film shows us, his life, especially his love story with Fanny Brawne, and how he created wonderful poems;

Here’s one of my favorite one :

Bright Star

Bright star, would I were steadfast as thou art–
Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night
And watching, with eternal lids apart,
Like nature’s patient, sleepless Eremite,
The moving waters at their priestlike task
Of pure ablution round earth’s human shores,
Or gazing on the new soft-fallen mask
Of snow upon the mountains and the moors–
No–yet still stedfast, still unchangeable,
Pillow’d upon my fair love’s ripening breast,
To feel for ever its soft fall and swell,
Awake for ever in a sweet unrest,
Still, still to hear her tender-taken breath,
And so live ever–or else swoon to death.

The soundtrack is quite beautiful, with some violin parts, and the final scene of the film, in which while walking, Fanny Brawne say loudly this poem, is just amazing.

2/ MR. NOBODY.

Woaw. this film is just a masterpiece.  When i saw it, i was feeling like the director picked most of my favorite musics, and films, and mixed them the very same way i would have done it. Seriously, it’s just awesome. It tell how every lifes are possible untill you haven’t chosen anything in it : a boy’s parents are getting separated, he must choose wether he goes with his dad, or with his mom. As long as he haven’t decided, he will marry a lot of girls, he will die in differents way, ect…

And the end is incredible : i’ll just say “Zugzwang”. The soundtrack is quite beautiful too, mostly with musics that existed before, though.

Oh, and i’m still reading a lot of books in english >< I don’t have enough time to finish any of them tho ^^

I’m reading Cherub, book 10; the 39 clues, book 4, and also Harry Pooter 7 one more time ^^

See you !! <3

]]> http://benji.milkboys.org/2010/01/17/bright-starf/feed/ 1 http://benji.milkboys.org/2009/12/24/xmass-coming/ http://benji.milkboys.org/2009/12/24/xmass-coming/#comments Thu, 24 Dec 2009 00:39:01 +0000 Benji http://benji.milkboys.org/?p=589

So here I am, back in Paris for 2 weeks, and here are some news.

I’m about to film a new short-film, better than the 1st one, and i can’t wait for it to be finished

I think i’m gonna stop studies, at least for now, and for a few years, if not forever. I’ve got too much problems.

Oh, and my ex-boyfriend, josh, deleted me of all his contacts, wich doesn’t help me being more happy. I guess it’s how life works… oO

By the way, and it’s Xmas tomorrow , yay !!

I guess soon i’ll make a post about the films i recently saw (like Avatar, A Christmas Carol, or Where the Wild Things Are… ^^)

Untill that, have a nice day !!!

And i can go back on internet !!! Finally !!!

Thank for all who send me mails, comments, it was nice

And i miss you all !!! Now i’m in my boarding school, and i can only post on weekends… I haven’t been back to movies yet, but soon

By the way i’m doing more poems than ever since i’m in this new school, because i don’t understand anything ^^This week end i stayed at my cousins in lyon, and i spend most of my time getting rest ^^

Next saturday it’ll be holidays, and i’m gonna go to London with my best friend so its cool

OMG i’m so tired :S anyway, once again i miss you all so big hug to all of you !!!!

Sorry I haven’t posted in a while because lots of sutff happend.

I’m still waiting for The Boy of my life, but some other things got better ^^

I’m now accepted in a boarding school in Lyon, and its quite great even if i’ll miss my friends and  family, i dunno…

Anyway in 5 days more stuff happend than in the last 2 month oO’

I went in lyon, saw the school, and my room wich is BIG, and i’ll post some pics of it when i’ll be in there, in a few days.

Big change : I won’t be able to have my laptop in the week (from monday to friday), but i’ll go check my mails every night on their crappy computers ^^and hopefully on my future Iphone (Wooohooo )…

So, i’ll post on my blog only on the week-ends, and i hope i’ll show you pics of the city, wich is absolutely beautiful

By the  way, Clint Eastwood will be there next week for a movie stuff, and i’ll go to see him

And another great new, i made my first film, wich maybe will be published in some places so i’m dead happy about that, i’ll post it on YouTube soon

Awww i found those pics sooo cuuuute its from a video game naed “little big planet” i think

That’s all for today :p i gotta prepare my luggage

Then, thank you all of you, for comming here. I know i have though time, and its hard sometime. But we cann’t change life, and, this blog is here to share thi pain with you, and you help me to release it, and for this, i’m thankful, for all the caring, and the niceness you bring

Thanks again, because my blog is here only since 4 month, and there have been 26,500 people coming on it. So its not THAT much a stupid thing from me, for once ^^’.
Also, thank you Josh, for posting this music on your latest post, it made me cry

I’ve got some problem these time, but i seriously’d like to go to a english boarding school “le lycée francais de londres” in london, which looks awesome. But it’s too expensive so i cann’t, but we’ll see what we can do, maybe i’ll go in a boarding in Lyon, france.

Anyway, i’m not going in school since the 2nd school day, i’ve got too much problems.

But sometime, like right now, i don’t feel really really bad. I mean, at least i don’t have my suicidals houghts right now.

So here i go again. I like you all really much so please don’t judge me too fast if i don’t succed in trying to get me out of depression :/

Benji.

I’m gonna see a psy SOON =D

I’m gonna sooner go at IKEA (yaaaaaay) to buy a new bed (maybe not at IKEA actually for the bed…), a desktop, and everything to get my room newer ^^’ Everything is broken in it xD

I’m ate a McFlurry when i got back from the cinema, and damn it was good =D   MMS & Caramel ^^

By the way click on the picture to go on my dailybooth ^o^

Oh, and i updated my “About Me” page =D !

<3

It’s really though to speak about death with parents, because when you see them accept it, assume it, you truly understand all you feared, all you don’t want to, is TRUE, and you cann’t change anything to it. All the illusions you’re inventing to defend yourself, are merciless destroyed. When they tell you they think about it too, that everyone does, and we have to go through, and learn to live with it, its just hard…

Anyway, we discussed about going to a boarding school, i suggested to go to Lyon, because Paris is not where i feel i should be, Marseille even less. In Lyon, there is some family of mine, and some people i would like to see and be best friend forever…

I wish everything i wish could come true…

Anyway, for Josh Posh, here is my surprise (the first one,  i promised you a video, i’ll do it :p)

I guess you already have the soundtrack of True Blood, but not released yet, here comes… the amazing, beautiful score :p

I’ll buy it as soon as its released

Creator: Alan Ball

]]> http://benji.milkboys.org/2009/07/31/my-room-with-posters-d/feed/ 3 http://benji.milkboys.org/2009/07/24/back-cinema/ http://benji.milkboys.org/2009/07/24/back-cinema/#comments Fri, 24 Jul 2009 19:29:45 +0000 Benji http://benji.milkboys.org/?p=270 So i went in london, but i’ll post the pics later, or tomorrow, but first let me finish this long post i began weeks ago.

So you must know my whole life is about cinema, right ?? if you don’t believe, look how much  i go to cinema each month

That was for may (and it’s not finished =D) films were at 3€ ^^

Here it follows :p

But click on the pics, you’ll see them better

SO. Let’s say what i thought about those one.

A)The Boat That Rocked. (Good Morning England)

OMG. After love actually, wich is maybe my favorite film ever, Richard Curtus gives us a wonderful film, funny, beautiful, and, woaaaw. =D

But it’s not the important film of the post. ^^

2)Hannah Montanna.

Woaw. This girl is absolutely cute. And i’d love to know her in real life . Anyway, the music in the film are also cool :p

She is really beautiful here <3

Enjoy :

But it’s still not what we wait =D

3)Finally : Transformers 2 : Revenge of the Fallen.

After a big, BIG, BIG crap (the 1st one), Michael Bay finally gives us the good one. And a really good one. And the soundtrack is made by… guess who ? YEAH !!! Steve Jablonski , the fantastic guy who made the mucis of desperate housewives (the intro is by danny elman, wich i deeply love xD), and who brang also to us the marvellous score of… The Island, a wonderful film.

Anyway, the OST of Transformers 2 is quite nice. But not THAT good ^^

4)Angels and Demons.

Ok. Same as transformers 2 : bad 1st one, awsome 2nd one. Only difference. THe music. Hans Zimmer. Yup. =D

And the music in the 1st one was just… bad. Only ONE good song, Chevalier of SanGreal. Well i went surprised, when i heard in the 2nd film that the OST is completely focused on THIS music. OMG. A wonderful soundtrack. Really. Enjoy. =D

This is Organ. I love Organ. =D

And the main theme ^^

Okay, i won’t speak about States of Play, Tellement Proches, Whatever Works, Ice Age 3, because they’re so good it would be too long, and it’s getting late.

So is the Hangover

So next time maybe tomorrow on whenever, i’ll speak just about Coraline, and Harry Potter adn the Half Blood Prince, because they are too great and so are their perfect soundtracks.

See you later guys :p !!!

]]> http://benji.milkboys.org/2009/07/24/back-cinema/feed/ 1 http://benji.milkboys.org/2009/07/08/part-ii-say-it-loud-im-back-and-im-proud-d/ http://benji.milkboys.org/2009/07/08/part-ii-say-it-loud-im-back-and-im-proud-d/#comments Wed, 08 Jul 2009 04:04:03 +0000 Benji http://benji.milkboys.org/?p=87

Back. So let’s continue this =D

Just, before, i uploaded the pictures with Johnny Depp, and Marion Cotillard, at the French Premiere of Public Enemies :p

YAAY =D

Oh, some cools one are coming :p look, here looks a school, when u go too early to it =P

So now here is a picture of me, i do like . Yeah, there must be ONE on earth i like xD

What do you think about this longs hair ?? I mean, i’m ugly with cut hairs, with long hairs, but here it’s in the middle ^^

Oh, yeah. OMG this is good. Some Chocolate cake, with Chantilly, and “Strawberry”?.

Oh. Hehe those are for the joshes. The 1st one is for the milkboys Josh : he loves pirates, and look how i was dressed , hehe ^^

And this if for my Beloved One, who i miss so much <3 , hehe it’s my street, you should recognise it ^^right ??

Oh, and THIS is yummy too, but  i don’t remember what died under the smarties : i killed it hehe *gloups*

So, anyway, i stop here with pictures, and ends this post, with speak about michael jackson’s funeral. I’ll speak about movies later, maybe tommorrow : it would be too long ^.

So i saw the whole ceremony, in live on CNN and Sky News,mostly CNN (^^), and i was quite devastated, and, when this poor girl, when Paris, his daughter spoke while crying, i cried too, it was sooo sad, omg i just couldn’t support any sadness anymore, ’cause all had speak so beautifuly, with so love to Michael, it  was really emotionnal … And, now, i like Man in the Mirror, wich i didn’t really like before ^^

It began on June 25 (the 26 for me : Paris), It ended Today.

You began on August 29, 1958, you ended on June 25, 2009.

May you rest in Peace, forever, Michael Jackson.

I just still cann’t believe this little boy singing Ben is gone… it hurts in my heart…