Blueprint has screened and been nominated for awards at all of the major gay film festivals in Newfest, Frameline, Outfest and London Gay & Lesbian Film Festival as well as the film market at the Cannes Film Festival.  Blueprint is a film which crosses genre and boundaries.  Some say it is urban, some see gay, others say African American, some call it a coming-of-age film, while critics write independent or arthouse. The truth is, Blueprint is a little of all of those things and more.

The film director, Kirt Shannon-Butts, got in touch with me, and we spoke a bit, he is really nice, friendly, and i must say Blueprint looks really cool !!!

You can buy the film here, in DVD or VOD.

By the way, the ost of Where the Wild Things Are, is (like the film itself) AWESOME. Fantastic. As you may listen :

Anywayyyyy

as usual, some pictures i loooove, found on internet, (philiptrash’s blog, or others)

Oh, and  I might be a bit in love

Everything is more complicated than you think. You only see a tenth of what is true. There are a million little strings attached to every choice you make. You can destroy your life every time you choose. But maybe you won’t know for twenty years! And you may never ever trace it to its source. And you only get one chance to play it out. Just try and figure out your own divorce…

And they say there’s no fate, but there is, it’s what you create. And even though the world goes on for eons and eons, you are only here for a fraction of a fraction of a second. Most of your time is spent being dead, or not yet born. But while alive, you wait in vain wasting years for a phone call or a letter or a look from someone or something to make it all right, but it never comes. Or it seems to, but it doesn’t really.

So you spend you time in vague regret or vaguer hope that something good will come along, something to make you feel connected, something to make you feel cherished, something to make you feel loved. And the truth is is, I feel so angry! And the truth is, I feel so fucking sad! And the truth is, I’ve felt so fucking hurt for so fucking long and for just as long, I’ve been pretending I’m okay, just to get along!

I don’t know why. Maybe because…no one wants to hear about my misery…because they have their own.

Fuck everybody. Amen.

]]> http://benji.milkboys.org/2010/01/06/synecdoche-new-york/feed/ 2 http://benji.milkboys.org/2010/01/03/januarys-here/ http://benji.milkboys.org/2010/01/03/januarys-here/#comments Sun, 03 Jan 2010 17:59:34 +0000 Benji http://benji.milkboys.org/?p=607 I’m back in Lyon, in my boarding school. Woaw, it’s kinda weird to be there again. i dunno why but it makes me nostalgic about when i was still with josh :/ i’ll speak about it someday…

Anyway, i won’t be able to post for a bit, and it SUUUUUCKS :s

^^’

See you later guys, and enjoy those pics, still from there… (click on the pictures to see them bigger)

Bye !!!

A week ago, i found a blog that hosted my short film, and on this blog, some pictures were so cute, i had to repost them here to share them with you…<3

The blog is Philip’s one

This one is especially cute, despite the fact its not supposed to be romantic ^^

And finally i don’t rememer where this one is from, but i thought it was cute enough to be there :p

See You

So here I am, back in Paris for 2 weeks, and here are some news.

I’m about to film a new short-film, better than the 1st one, and i can’t wait for it to be finished

I think i’m gonna stop studies, at least for now, and for a few years, if not forever. I’ve got too much problems.

Oh, and my ex-boyfriend, josh, deleted me of all his contacts, wich doesn’t help me being more happy. I guess it’s how life works… oO

By the way, and it’s Xmas tomorrow , yay !!

I guess soon i’ll make a post about the films i recently saw (like Avatar, A Christmas Carol, or Where the Wild Things Are… ^^)

Untill that, have a nice day !!!

SO i made my first more-or-less vlog (videoblog), and i wanna know what you think about it :p

go there

And i also choosed 2 extra options : English  and …..English again

I now have 9 hours of english a week and i’m very happy ^^

We saw V for Vendetta (yay) and i told them all i knew about alan moore, watchmen, guy fawkes and it was so cool

Remember, remember, the 5th of november

“What you have are bullets and the hope that when your guns are empty I’m no longer standing, because if I am, you’ll all be dead before you’ve reloaded.”

Anyway i found some cute youtube channels, and lots of other stuff, and for the 1st time of my life i had a panic attack… it was awful…

I’m still very stressed, still have all my problems, but as i’m in a better class for me, maybe i’ll survive this year :p

Anyway , again, i missed you, and even if i can’t post often anymore,i’ll try to stay on internet as much as i can <3

By the way i read some english books recently : the wizard of Oz, Horribles Histories of England, and i’m beginning soon Alice in Wonderland

See you

Sorry I haven’t posted in a while because lots of sutff happend.

I’m still waiting for The Boy of my life, but some other things got better ^^

I’m now accepted in a boarding school in Lyon, and its quite great even if i’ll miss my friends and  family, i dunno…

Anyway in 5 days more stuff happend than in the last 2 month oO’

I went in lyon, saw the school, and my room wich is BIG, and i’ll post some pics of it when i’ll be in there, in a few days.

Big change : I won’t be able to have my laptop in the week (from monday to friday), but i’ll go check my mails every night on their crappy computers ^^and hopefully on my future Iphone (Wooohooo )…

So, i’ll post on my blog only on the week-ends, and i hope i’ll show you pics of the city, wich is absolutely beautiful

By the  way, Clint Eastwood will be there next week for a movie stuff, and i’ll go to see him

And another great new, i made my first film, wich maybe will be published in some places so i’m dead happy about that, i’ll post it on YouTube soon

Awww i found those pics sooo cuuuute its from a video game naed “little big planet” i think

That’s all for today :p i gotta prepare my luggage

Well he must be straight, but yay anyway ^^

And i still haven’t been in cinema in september o_O

And i sleep 2 hours a night since a week and i FEEL WOOOOOORSE !!!!!!!

Woaw i’m feeling so weird right now… i guess its because i’m tired xD

This i s an awesome poem we studied in english class, i love it

The Lesson Of The Moth

By Don Marquis, in “archy and mehitabel,” 1927

i was talking to a moth

the other evening
he was trying to break into
an electric light bulb
and fry himself on the wires

why do you fellows
pull this stunt i asked him
because it is the conventional
thing for moths or why
if that had been an uncovered
candle instead of an electric
light bulb you would
now be a small unsightly cinder
have you no sense

plenty of it he answered
but at times we get tired
of using it
we get bored with the routine
and crave beauty
and excitement
fire is beautiful
and we know that if we get
too close it will kill us
but what does that matter
it is better to be happy
for a moment
and be burned up with beauty
than to live a long time
and be bored all the while
so we wad all our life up
into one little roll
and then we shoot the roll
that is what life is for
it is better to be a part of beauty
for one instant and then cease to
exist than to exist forever
and never be a part of beauty
our attitude toward life
is come easy go easy
we are like human beings
used to be before they became
too civilized to enjoy themselves

and before i could argue him
out of his philosophy
he went and immolated himself
on a patent cigar lighter
i do not agree with him
myself i would rather have
half the happiness and twice
the longevity

but at the same time i wish
there was something i wanted
as badly as he wanted to fry himself

archy