Hi . Sorry if i haven’t been online much lately, i’m feeling REALLY down atm. I’m quitting school, and everything in my life is falling appart. And i want to end all of it. it’s scary, though. Come what may, anyway.

I’m considering making some travel to get some air, you know… I may go to Deutschland, or  UK …
Even if i know that its not gonna solve any of my problems ><

Anyway. I’m in Marseille now, for the week, and i’m probably going back home in Paris soon. I’m currently reading  the Time Traveler’s Wife, and i began to watch a new serie : The Vampire Diaries ^^

Oh, and i  made some coloured crepes ^^ First time i put food coloring in crepes xD and the result was quite… surprising ^^

I took a picture to show you my “blue crepes”, among other xD

See you soon !!!

Hey !!! Long time no post ^^

I’m going to Enniskilen, Ireland for 10 days Friday, and i must say i can’t wait ^^ I’ll be in a host family

Afterwards i’ll stop my studies for now, and go back to paris, and we’ll see what happens then. Come what may. :/

Thats all about me for now (that i can tell you ^^-) , except maybe the fact that i’m feeling down…

Oh, and go watch Mr Nobody !!! <3

This week, i’m reading the 39 Clues n°6, and The Time Traveler’s Wife.

See you !! <3

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So at first, i have a Formspring, where you can ask me stuff, if you want to : Here.

In 2 weeks, i’m going 10 days to Ireland, in a family, and its gonna be great. In 2 weeks, the FINAL season of Lost is coming out, wich i’ve been waiting for really long. <3. That’s some good things. Especially when you know that these last few weeks were like the worst of my life. Anyway. Oh, and speaking all my night on skype with handsome boys is like awesome. <3. Even if i’m sleeping during classes xD

Oh, and I went to cinema this weekend, and i was two of my favorite films, ever.

1)Bright Star

2)Mr Nobody

(Even if i also recently discovered amazing films, like Old Boys ^^)

1/ BRIGHT STAR.

Its the sad story of John Keats, in his lasts years. He died when he was only 25, but the few poems he made are nowadays considered as some of the most beautiful romantic poems ever. Like Lord Byrons ones, for instance.

The  film shows us, his life, especially his love story with Fanny Brawne, and how he created wonderful poems;

Here’s one of my favorite one :

Bright Star

Bright star, would I were steadfast as thou art–
Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night
And watching, with eternal lids apart,
Like nature’s patient, sleepless Eremite,
The moving waters at their priestlike task
Of pure ablution round earth’s human shores,
Or gazing on the new soft-fallen mask
Of snow upon the mountains and the moors–
No–yet still stedfast, still unchangeable,
Pillow’d upon my fair love’s ripening breast,
To feel for ever its soft fall and swell,
Awake for ever in a sweet unrest,
Still, still to hear her tender-taken breath,
And so live ever–or else swoon to death.

The soundtrack is quite beautiful, with some violin parts, and the final scene of the film, in which while walking, Fanny Brawne say loudly this poem, is just amazing.

2/ MR. NOBODY.

Woaw. this film is just a masterpiece.  When i saw it, i was feeling like the director picked most of my favorite musics, and films, and mixed them the very same way i would have done it. Seriously, it’s just awesome. It tell how every lifes are possible untill you haven’t chosen anything in it : a boy’s parents are getting separated, he must choose wether he goes with his dad, or with his mom. As long as he haven’t decided, he will marry a lot of girls, he will die in differents way, ect…

And the end is incredible : i’ll just say “Zugzwang”. The soundtrack is quite beautiful too, mostly with musics that existed before, though.

Oh, and i’m still reading a lot of books in english >< I don’t have enough time to finish any of them tho ^^

I’m reading Cherub, book 10; the 39 clues, book 4, and also Harry Pooter 7 one more time ^^

See you !! <3

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So no much news here, appart that i still read a lot of books >< so i don’t know wich one to read first, and it ends with me reading 10 differents book, without having time enough to finish one xD

I began The Bridges Of Madison County, and i read also The Neverending Story (yay ^^)

and they’re great

By the way, i wrote 2 beginings of scripts for short films to make, and i can’t wait to film them

Next friday it’s the holidays !!!

See you

And i also choosed 2 extra options : English  and …..English again

I now have 9 hours of english a week and i’m very happy ^^

We saw V for Vendetta (yay) and i told them all i knew about alan moore, watchmen, guy fawkes and it was so cool

Remember, remember, the 5th of november

“What you have are bullets and the hope that when your guns are empty I’m no longer standing, because if I am, you’ll all be dead before you’ve reloaded.”

Anyway i found some cute youtube channels, and lots of other stuff, and for the 1st time of my life i had a panic attack… it was awful…

I’m still very stressed, still have all my problems, but as i’m in a better class for me, maybe i’ll survive this year :p

Anyway , again, i missed you, and even if i can’t post often anymore,i’ll try to stay on internet as much as i can <3

By the way i read some english books recently : the wizard of Oz, Horribles Histories of England, and i’m beginning soon Alice in Wonderland

See you

Woaw.

I discovered this book, i’m gonna buy it today or tomorrow, probably in english. The Lovely Bones. It looks so amazing. And the adaptation, directed by Peter Jackson (Lord of the Ring Saga, King Kong) looks more than amazing. I know i’m gonna cry when i’ll see it.

I cann’t wait for december, now >.<

The Lovely Bones is a 2002 novel by Alice Sebold. It is the story of a teenage girl who, after being brutally raped and murdered, watches fromheaven as her family and friends go on with their lives, while she herself comes to terms with her own death. The novel received a great deal of critical praise and became an instant bestseller.

A film adaptation of the novel is currently in post-production and is being directed by Peter Jackson, who personally purchased the rights. It is set for release in late 2009.

Wikipedia.

And, here, even more woaw :

The novel draws from the author’s personal experiences from when she was raped during her freshman year at Syracuse University. In Lucky, Sebold’s 1997 memoir of the event and its aftermath, she describes how it transformed her life, especially after learning that the rapist’s previous victim had died. After later seeing the rapist on the street, she reported him to the police and eventually testified against him. He was convicted and received the maximum sentence.

She began the novel in the early 1990s as an outgrowth of those events. However, she fiercely resists suggestions that it had anything to do with the aftermath of the rape:

Wikipedia too.

Anyway, here is the *amazing* trailer of the film =D

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