Thank you all …
At first, thank you Torchy, for the 100th comment on my blog.
Then, thank you all of you, for comming here. I know i have though time, and its hard sometime. But we cann’t change life, and, this blog is here to share thi pain with you, and you help me to release it, and for this, i’m thankful, for all the caring, and the niceness you bring
Thanks again, because my blog is here only since 4 month, and there have been 26,500 people coming on it. So its not THAT much a stupid thing from me, for once ^^’.
Also, thank you Josh, for posting this music on your latest post, it made me cry
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I’ve got some problem these time, but i seriously’d like to go to a english boarding school “le lycée francais de londres” in london, which looks awesome. But it’s too expensive so i cann’t, but we’ll see what we can do, maybe i’ll go in a boarding in Lyon, france.
Anyway, i’m not going in school since the 2nd school day, i’ve got too much problems.
But sometime, like right now, i don’t feel really really bad. I mean, at least i don’t have my suicidals houghts right now.
So here i go again. I like you all really much so please don’t judge me too fast if i don’t succed in trying to get me out of depression :/
Benji.








hey, thanks for the shoutout, Benji, but i really don’t feel i deserve any special place among your commenters.
i’m very glad that this blog is helping you in some way. getting out of depression is definitely achievable, and i really hope it comes as soon as possible for you Benji – you’re a great guy and you surely deserve it.
i hope you manage to get a school organised very soon, and that you’ll be very happy there.
best wishes
torchy!
Benji, why don´t you go to school? You will regret it sooner or later. As for a pic of ne, take my profile pic, there will be no other available for whoever. Üropz Pilgrm…p.s., have you ever seen a rugby player taking a selfpic while playing?*lol*
*hugs* *kisses* Hang in there. I’m sure you’ll be okay.
And i’m always here for you.