Benji's Adventure

This text is dedicaced to Joe, Austin, Josh(s), Cuchu, Pilgrim, Sporky, Sam, Storm, …., ll these milkboys i know (and not really, in true), or i’d like to.

Written 2 or 3 weeks ago…

It’s 11:08am. I’m at school. Physic Test. From 10:30 to 12:30. I’ve finished, and i took my time. Nerved, angry against myself because i cann’t live again. It’s so easy to stay in that depressed state, in wich i don’t do ANYthing… I’m just killing my future. I’m afraid of death, but i’m killing myself, slowly, painfully. It would be so simple, to start working again, to know what to write in these ******* tests… But it’s easier to stay the way i am, without doing anything  useful. Cann’t have any happy thoughts. Looks like Peter Pan’s not gonna fly this night. Still waiting for his Wendy ?? Or maybe it’s more a lost boy he need ? Who knows ? And maybe live with this difference doesn’t help him a lot too… What can he do, if all the persons he truly needs, he truly loves, are so far away ?? 

One Day, i’ll travel a lot, and then, i’ll come to see all of you, one by one, ’cause i miss you.

One day, i’ll live the life i wanna live, in the place where i wanna ben with some characters of this story i wanna be with. I need to go through this, and for that, i need you .

Oh, and here is a beautiful one. A peter Pan, i mean …